So as it is, it's summer time. Though I love the season it doesn't like me in return, thus I find myself hiding away in doors due to my pale skin, and high risk of heat exhaustion. I end up staring out the window wishing I was out here but, alas, I can really only go out wtih SPF 50 or higher, and still I must wear a hat. Regardless, I hope this summer will be better than most, I am strangly optimistic for once, oh yes imagine me in this fashion. It could be my daily podcasts or reading Pride and Predjuce for the millionth time. Still, on to more news.

School has ended but a mere 2 days ago and I already feel bored. I am so acustom to being very busy with school and work all day, but today....I had nothing. Leaves much tiem for self reflection. So I came to DeviantArt today, and I must say I now feel very jaded. Though I have complained about this before it comes to me to say it once idea. I used to think that if you made it it was art, stick figures included. Now I think that I believed this for the simple reason that I believed that I wasn't doing anything much better. However, after being in the art program at university for 4 years my views are much changed. So browsing through the new work I find myself almost appalled by what people post as art, which makes me think to cut down my gallery agian as I do not wish to be listed in this category. I have, as of late, become more critical of my work as I should be thinking of the future and the path I wish to take. Still, there are so many things unanswered in my world, and I have no idea where to begin. My meditations have calmed my thoughts but I keep becoming agitated by the end of my reflections.