Fallendew

Sitting at home leaves me time to think...to much time.  Dwelling on problems in my life, inconsistency in my head, focus in constant flux.  Being at home alone makes me notice little tendencies I have, or the sstrange things I do when alone.  I always sit in the same coushin on the couch.  I step in the front take off my shoes, light a stick on incense, pour a hot cup of water and put in a tea bag.  Then to the bedroom to let Tia out of her kennel.  Take her outside to use the bathroom, walk 3/4 the way across the field, then turn and come back.  When I get back inside and turn on the tv and xbox, then finish my tea. The habitual tendencies

It's amazing that the military has such an effect on plans, I wish it didn't but it does. Pat's basic dates have changed again and now he is leaving the next of April this year.  As a result, the wedding has been moved for the 3 time in the 3 months we have been engaged.  First it started as March of next year, then August of this year, then April of this year.  All of them moved due to military and his deployment dates. So now I get to plan a wedding in 2 months, it's very stressful, but at least it keeps me from concentrating on him leaving for 8 months 4 days after the wedding.  Yes I realize it's not much of a honeymoon, but there isn't

I have been contemplating a few things lately.  Mostly about where the story I am currently writing is going.  It comes down to the fact that, after rereading some and looking over future chapters I have drafted, somewhere along the way the story took a detour to the original plan and many things I wanted to include have gone by the wayside.  I'm becoming increasingly frustrated with the realization and have all but stop writing the story as it currently is. Thus, I have come to the conclusion to revamp the entire story from scratch.  Many things will remain the same, such as basic story line and characters that have already been introduced.